Dear Mom

Dear Mom,

After class today I hope to take a shower and get my money before too much time passes. It would also be nice to find my face's wash cloth. I think I lost it and haven't been able to wash my face for a few days.

I'm so clumsy today. I dropped my cigarettes and it took my three tries to pick them up. I also almost dumped all my stuff off of the top of the "flip desk". Hopefully, this clumsiness doesn't stay with me until I wake up tomorrow. I have practice tonight, that probably wouldn't be very good. So far I feel my talents are not being used to their full capacity. Even though I'm not a weapon I am so much more than a flag. I am capable of being a dancer. So many people have commented on how much I've improved but yet I'm still on the retard dance line. I feel under appreciated with no opportunities to grow as a performer.

I just got back from Elbert Elm. Where I'll be teaching ballet to 4th and 5th graders. They were so cute. The whole time I was there this girl kept dragging me around by the arms, throwing herself on me, begging for attention like children are really good at, I am looking forward to teaching elementary school even though I don't plan to teach it when I graduate. Who knows after this and some other teaching at this age I might change my mind.

Soon I'm going to put my stuff together for the weekend. It'll feel like old times packing a suitcase for practice without the bus ride. I wanted something different but as time moves on I want more and more to be the same.

Now I'm going to look for a stamp or two.

Love,
Breathing Now