Absentee

I'm disconnected
From the world.
I need to be
Grounded.
Soon I'll no longer
Be apart of this
Life.

The current weather
Reflects my mood.
I feel like crying
But can't find a place.
To hide away,
To find shelter
From the harsh world outside.
That would be ideal.

unfortunately,
I don't have the
Ability to hide
In crowds.
Not that is matters
No one will notice
My tears.
They are not of
Their world, or a
Part of their thinking.

To everyone
I am just a shell.
"That person" with a
Ghostly stare.
An outsider.

BreathingNow