The Future Freaks Me Out!

A little bit more of my life has been solidified. I have been accepted to DU. That means I know pretty much what I'll be doing with the next four or so years of my life. I'm so excited! In fact I was so excited that when I was opening the "big envolope" I got a nasty papercut. It has to be close to having the record of the worst papercut ever. To top that I bleed all over my acceptance letter. Despite the papercut all is great because I'm going to one of my favorite schools. Walking on that campus right after my admissions interview expecting the worst. I knew that I wanted to be there. I feel so complete. I'm weird, I know it.

To all those that know the size of the bill of going to DU for four years will laugh knowing that they did give me a 7,000 dollar annual scholarship, a mere dent in the debt I will soon owe. But that is in the most distant future that freaks me out...the unknown. Imagine not even three months ago right now was the future that freaked me out. Oh no...I might be stuck in Grand Junction forever, going to Mesa State! I'm going to die. I'm not dead yet and I'm not staying at Mesa State. Someone loves me...lol.

Overflowing with excitement,

BreathingNow