Deathly Silence (Poem 2 of 5)

When I look at you
I wonder
What will transpire?
Will we be lovers or
Just friends?
If we are to be
Just friends,
Why do you
Continue me on this
Cherade?
Drag me by the
Heart strings?

I want more
Than your smile.
I want more
Than the silence.

It's driving me crazy!
I don't know
Where I stand.
If only...
You could tell me,
But the silence is so
Loud!
It drowns everything out.
So loud it hurts
My ears and
Makes my heart
Bleed.

Hide behind the
Lack of words.
Its a good place
To Hide.
It acts like a
Shield to protect
Your feelings.
Sometimes, though
Feelings are meant
To be broken.

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